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the new flora advert is just so reminiscent of that darn-blasted song by baz luhrman (or however he spells it), ‘sunscreen’. is it just me that thinks this?

pizza’s in oven, pore cleaner thingies are attached to face and bf is driving a lame car in GT4 that he has to drive, cos they all do, cos they’re not allowed to mod it. confused? good, you shouldn’t be

still trying to get used to writing one of these thingies so bear with me if i really have nothing interesting to say. actually, isn’t that the point of these things? so that the average person can ramble to no-one, a few people, everyone, anyone? right then, i shall continue

so, pretty much got all my dissertation reading out the way, glad i didn’t go to the sodding wedding this weekend, should have it done by monday; i’d have just felt really crap the whole time because i knew how much work i had to come back to. which is a pretty lame feeling as feelings go. i can actually start writing the darned thing now though, even without finishing my reading, because the introduction is pretty much everything i have read. i’m trying to take the risky route and kinda feel competent enough to write it without botching it up and feeling like i’ve wasted a week – which comes under the dreaded feeling of coming back to so much work feeling, as feelings go.

pizza has seven more mins then it’s done.

so, i’m basically trying to state that internet addiction disorder is kinda falsely advertised and isn’t as bad as everyone who writes about it makes out. only one of the books i’ve read so far on the topic (out of about 6) disagree with the idea of IAD existing, and i kinda wish i hadn’t come across that book, but kinda do also. i feel cheated that my idea is already in print. so, i’m going to change it a little. i’m going to incorporate the idea of bullshit, ‘confirmation bias’ and ‘moral entrepreneurs’ – all of which are kinda one and the same. CB is the premise that researchers make a hypothesis and construct their research to only back up their claim, not really looking at all angles. MEs are people like president bush who like people to follow their ideologies and think that their view on things are only the correct ones, ignoring all others. i kinda included this phrase to include financial gain as entrepreneur kinda implies that. and a bullshitter is someone who doesn’t lie, but makes up a viewpoint or outcome and puts it across not caring about the outcome, so as to benefit them only. it’s all a bit complex and mangled, but should hopefully make sense. now you see why i call it the ‘risky’ route. you do, don’t you…? hello….?

PIZZA!

gotta run…

… i’m gonna have to keep this log updated if i’m planning to go away and people wanna know what i’m upto… god, i am so bad at this…