Too small to see

I saw you today and felt only pain.
A pain that drives itself straight through my blood.
Licking every part of me, you wonder why.
Come to the end of the street like I asked you to –
And wait. Wait for me.
Open the hat and find inside your worry.
Trust the dial and turn it to resemble my faith.
Please give in to me.

I cried so hard that day we saw the bird.
It glistened in the sun as your eyes did when I screamed your way.
Take back the pages. Turn them.
I want you to be free from all this.
Kindly save your words for someone else.
Juxtapose it with my scent.
Smell me.

I am dizzy from the whirring of your innards.
They choose not to let me sleep.
I shall stroke my kindness into the ether and expect nothing.
I am blinded by you.
Come to me when you can. Or never.
These words are no longer meant to hurt you.
I can only be me.
See me.