He tastes as good as we’re worth.
So what am I going to do?
She drowns faster than the fish in the bowl.
Who are you going to blame?
They take turns to decide.
Right now there are four of them. Each looks at their reflection.
Should we tell you?
Fake some deaths. King of the fucking world.
I need to walk around. He needs to come with me. No.
I want him to come with me.
Can you hold my hand, dear?
She’s about to fall through the gap.
Not really sure what to do now.
Where are you?
You scare me more than you love me.
Don’t play games with this ring.
Means too much.
Force the curve on me.
It’s like a tattoo on my inner most self.
It’s not going to come off, is it?
Oh shit.
I’m as free as they come, so they say.
Speak to me and revel in the fact that I’m listening.
People see in me things that I don’t.
I frown louder than you smile.
I’m like the faceless clown at your wedding.
Like.
It starts on day eleven and takes me over until day twenty seven.
That’s sixteen more.
I can do this… right?
Because he doesn’t know.
So, it’s okay.
I’m about to explode.
No, implode.
Explode.
Hallucinations burn me.
Run me over with your convictions, but only once.
I will now forget your birthday.
Didn’t mean to.
I’m just a fool.
A wandering fool.
I have to go away and cry.
Lack of funds makes festivities hard,
But at least I got you a present and a card!
This gift is small and to the point,
So I hope I do not disappoint.
Christmas comes only once a year,
So lift your spirits and give a cheer!
Even if you don’t celebrate,
A reason to party is always great.
So accept my gift with no strings tied,
And I’ll be all happy and gooey inside.
It’s meant for fun and not to offend,
So if I hold a party you better attend!
Have a very Merry Christmas, New Year and on that note:
I bid you ‘Adieu!”, for I get the feeling I’ll be here a while and yap on and on and on and begin to forget what I wrote!
My soul sits here with you and she ponders.
The time in which you take to realise burns her skin,
The time in which it takes you to shatter her dreams is dangerous,
Your raunchy appeal, your mysterious nature, your sultry curves;
The combination to make you more lethal than the bullet you own.
Release her from your grip before she wallows in the same soup she was born in,
And terrify her no further.
You mortify her. Let go.
Scream at her once more, slice her wrist and scar her a few more times to make you feel better.
Claim you were there for and then forget about her.
Her degradation is shameful. No longer will she hold her head high.
No longer will she feel again.
I stood there waiting; hand held out, but you never came.
I was supposed to take you to her and you left us dangling.
She died because you were too careless to see her falling.
She died because you were too preoccupied to lend her a helping hand.
I blame you.
He came, he seduced, he left.
He whispered, we smiled, we cuddled.
He came, he talked, we fucked.
I rode, he moaned, we groaned.
We kissed, he licked, I sucked.
We fondled, I handcuffed, he penetrated.
I screamed, we embraced, he stroked.
He pinned, I acquiesced, he climaxed.
He whispered, we smiled, we cuddled.
He came, he seduced, he left.
Standing in front of them, it shone and drew them in, holding them tight as it went.
Fuck her cunt like there’s no tomorrow.
Slap the bitch and show her that the heaven she dreams of is in her back garden.
You talk to yourself and expect everyone to have heard your bullshit.
I feel for him for he knows not what she wants to do to him.
She bleeds through holes she cannot close; veins pump harder and faster.
Right in front of him the wound opened: out poured his milk thick and fast.
He couldn’t miss it.
She didn’t want to feel it.
They’d lost sight of the things that mattered and held onto themselves.
So scared of the outcome, so in awe of the torture of not knowing,
I’ve been taken into the time and can’t turn back. No.
I won’t turn back.
I need an explanation of the events, maybe I’m wrong?
Continuous unconscious suffering. Continuous subconscious melodramatics and
I can’t stop them.
Squeeze the truth from my skin and hold it in front of you as you walk.
Do you believe me?
Feeling drained, strained, untrained in these matters. These matters so important.
How will I cope without the wall you built for me to sit on? Please don’t go.
I will not survive the inevitable without the sugar I need from you.
This isn’t death talking.
Shining the light at me, you hold my hand
as we walk side by side towards the song
we share.
Needless, selfless and almost worthless is the way it always is.
Knowing the words, I am silenced, for I need not speak.
Showing the trail of the unknown and unspoken, intrigues.
It is you who is beautiful.
Believe.
Sing the song,
cry the tears,
laugh the laugh,
ache the pain,
dance the dance,
fight the enemy,
and feel the touch
of my kiss.
Delirium is a state of mind I enjoy with you,
every minute of every day,
so, honey, please don’t think I’m
crazy.
Can’t sleep,
not even a peep.
Want to be sure he’ll
be there,
Have to know that he’ll
understand the unbearable
pain,
Need to feel him in ways I can only
dream
about, and feel only guilt.
Taken from me is all I care for,
Weight.
Vomit.
Tubes.
Cannot forgive. All I wanted I disposed of.
Please stay with me. I need someone, something, you. Offer me the
primary, and secondary and tertiary do not matter.
Offer me a bowl. I fill it with the essence you once
refused.
Speak of times past and the future plus twenty-five is real.
Hate you for it.
Empty.
Cardinal sin was the only escape.
